venuslim

2007-07-08T05:07:00.000-07:00

l0lls.sh0 l0nqq never post lerhhs.. >< muackks <333 x3
iie wun let uue qqo lerrs. ((:

LaLa`

2007-06-07T21:00:00.001-07:00

hhaaha x3<3joellyjoel darllinqq faster come back from malaysia w0rrx.w0xianqqnii w0rr--<3 x3

po0h<3j0ellyj0el darrlinqq <33 maplemaple me0ws.x3

2007-06-07T20:55:00.000-07:00

hahass..sh0 lonqq neva update le w0rr.. hehe..i very busy lately...x33 keke. ii playinqq maple marhhx.. ><>< x333muackks --

2007-04-07T17:32:00.001-07:00

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, Because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he Cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." =DD

2007-04-07T17:27:00.000-07:00

Don't leave me in all this pain Don't leave me out in the rain Come back and bring back my smile Come and take these tears away I need your arms to hold me now The night are so unkind Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart Say you'll me again Undo this hurt you caused When you walked out the door And walked out of my life Un-cry these tears I cried so many nights Un-break my heart My heart
Take back that sad word good-bye Bring back the joy to my life Don't leave me here with these tears Come and kiss that pain away I can't forget the day you left Time is so unkind And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Un-break my heart Say you'll love me again Undo this hurt you caused When you walked out the door And walked out of my life Un-cry these tears I cried so many nights Un-break my heart My heart
Don't leave me in all this pain Don't leave me out in the rain Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart Say you'll love me again Undo this hurt you caused When you walked out the door And walked out of my life Un-cry that tears I cried so many, many nights Un-break my
Un-break my heart Come back and say you love me Un-break my heart Sweet darlin Without you I just can't go on

2007-03-27T15:03:00.000-07:00

yes, i love uu,but it's time to move on_.i am not that weak girl who listen tuh all uur empty promises and sweet nothings anymore .i dont need uu to carry oni will carry on myselfi can carry on myself.i dont need uu in my life anymore.siam of my life man ! xDi am moving on !n ppl, pls, i am nt gaining symphaty frm u guys . i am just venting my unhapiness here . yepps . i dun wan ppl tuh think tt i am trying to act pathetic n all lah pls . ask any girl who's been treated tt way . they wud probably do the same .guys are guys, the more u love him, the more he thinks u belong to him . and the more he neglect u . the more he thinks he can do anything to uue.
-reiika nn d0nnart-[livinq][c/0][without]123232[uue]3#$#

2007-03-27T00:57:00.000-07:00

i told myself over and over again, just forget him okayys ?but the thing is tti cant .u know how hard is it to forget uu after all u said and done to me ?of course, i know guys especially uur type said all those things just to make the girl uu are with happy n addicted tuh uu .i am not blaming u okay , i am just frustated with the situation .i am angry with myself larhs .i am such a failuresuch an idiot .i screwed up everything in my life okayys .even my first attempt in relatonship .n tt's like so sux .he was so nice tuh me yet i treated him tt way .i am such a fucking fucking fool .i am sorry boy if it hurts .i know i am at fault .all all all the thing that lead to today is my fault .butbut butbut but buti said i regretted evrything okay ?i made myself so humble by begging u to reply me and all .cant uu just see it?are u realli tt unfeeling or am i the one who caused u to be one ?i know it's all my faulti am suck a fuckin fucking fuck fuck fuck idiot who shld just go n die .
-rieka,d0nnart-
guys just cannt be trusted.whyye?cant uu just leme believe uue..just once..?of all this things uue did..ii find that ii cant believe uue anymore.

2007-03-24T16:43:00.000-07:00

when uu asked mii for stead, i agree.when uu asked mii for hug hug, i gave uu.when uu asked mii for muacks, i gave uu.when uu asked mii for breakup, i nodded my head without giving a damn to the agony inside mii .now,uu asked mii for time, i give uu all the time u need.i'll wait for u even if it's forever, till one day i finally give up .before it happens, i will continue waiting for euur answer .i gave uu time .i gave uu the whole of my lifetime .as long as uu are happy .i am willing to do so.
-we broke up,but i'm happy.uu revealed uur true emotions bout miie,and im glad uue did.-

2007-03-24T16:36:00.000-07:00

IT IS REWARDING to find someone you like, but it is essential to like yourself. It is quickening to recognize that someone is a good and decent human being, but it is indispensable to view yourself as acceptable. It is a delight to discover people who are worthy of respect and admiration and love, but it is vital to believe yourself deserving of these things. For you cannot live in someone else. You cannot find yourself in someone else. You cannot be given a life by someone else. Of all the people you will know in a lifetime, you are the only one you will never leave or lose. To the question of your life, you are the only answer. To the problems of your life, you are the only solution."

2007-03-24T16:32:00.002-07:00

How can I always lend a hand But ignore the cries within myself.It brings me joy to bring you a smile But my emptiness still sits up on the shelf.Inside my heart will always bleed But I will never let it be shown on my face.Only the tear that falls down my cheek Will give you a glimpse, a shadow, a trace I suffocate when I try to breathe.The chains you gave won't let my body goI have dreams, and needs, and once My body is numb, I think maybe you should know I struggle with my demons each day You feed them while you slowly watch me die.Please let me be and please set me free.I want to smile as I look up at the sky.I want the moon to brighten the night.I want the clouds to pass me on by.I want the stars to guide me to heaven,And I want wings to life me and fly.

2007-03-24T16:32:00.001-07:00

wont someone tell me wad's happening to me,why am i so misunderstood, why cant they see now i am caught between the devil n the angel that i use to be

2007-03-24T16:29:00.000-07:00

msg tuu all BOYS.
can u all dun treat girls this way ?can uu all dun tell girls all the nonsense yet cant fulfill it ?i warn u boy,the next time uu got into a relationship dun promise girls things that uu know u wont be able to fulfill .dun make her fall into uur trap then dump her .pls be more understandingg .think of ppl's feeling like how u want ppl to treat u .uu dun wan me to treat uu tt way .fine i am sorry le but later uu also treat me tt way.
byy-rieka nn d0nnart.

2007-03-23T04:05:00.000-07:00

-haiis-
zzz...just came back from darhh camp SIA.sians...so tired..so many things to pack..((sadsad..hhas...buddden fun xDhehes..mr gun^^ LOL.aishah tuu <3instructors rules =)campcampcamp <3lurbbes..=)hehes..baiibaii!

2007-03-19T00:33:00.000-07:00

when uu asked mii for stead, i agreewhen uu asked mii for hug hug, i gave uuwhen uu asked mii for muacks, i gave uuwhen uu asked mii for breakup, i nodded my head without giving a damn to the agony inside mii .now,uu asked mii for time, i give uu all the time u needi'll wait for u even if it's forever till one day i finally give up .before it happens, i will continue waiting for euur answer .i gave uu time .i gave uu the whole of my lifetime .as long as uu are happy .i am willing to do so_
byy-sotonq rieka <33sh0 nicexD

2007-03-19T00:25:00.000-07:00

xDD
ehh wad tuu sae neh?hmms..this morning..mr khalid gib a talk bout success.^^ nice one..ii like the asshole part LOL damn funny...zzz hahs..ii think thats motivation and hard work that leads us to success and not to forget practice larhhs.xDxD the crapper is here again LOL wahahas...then in class..zzzhmm..miss cheng period best!miss ng one also...art...?eee...draw wad shadow..><3sotonq rieka,d0nnart,xiia0arL nn ch0c0 xD
1endeavour rules xD

2007-03-17T05:23:00.000-07:00

-sian..all al0ne.-
haiix.quess wad=.=tuudae played basketball ALONE AGAIN.whhhhaaahh.then two boiis come..smaller then miee.wakakas.air ball ah! >< alwaes air ball.=.=zzzwa sian.ii used too much energy.wahh muscle ache.hahas.then plae forr 2 hours..then qqo back n0rhh.=(

2007-03-16T02:58:00.000-07:00

-sians.=X-

haiis..diia0..just now play basketball downstairs myyself?=Xsian arhhs.1 person nia lehs.bro wann use com so bo go down nehh.sian..then so bored..then my bro scam ppl in heroonline white horse,he so pro -.- lol.zzzz.nahh ii n0rt scammer! boo.>
-lurrbeed uue till tuudae.-

2007-03-15T20:36:00.001-07:00

-lalalas'-
hellos ^^ good morning.x)LOL.sian n0rhh fridae liao..lalalalalaalla.msnmsn...=Xokok gtg liao let mii bro plae com.. =.=

2007-03-15T04:57:00.000-07:00

-<3blogging nn msning* l0l.-
lalalalalalas'-tuudae sibei sian n0rhhs.siansiansian..habb dance practice..then come back liao still nidd w0rk on lms.SIAN.teacher let us late l0rr..=Xreach home like..so late le w0rr.lalas'-huu can peii w0? hahas ><
<33iilurbbuue.toqqetherwesharethedreams.desire-'

2007-03-14T13:37:00.000-07:00

-morning ..
hahas..woke up at 2am today..doing LMS now..sian.haiis..maths..the 1B one so difficult..lalalalas;planning to finish all myy homework today...sadsad >-the day that ii fiqqured out that no one was perfect was the day ii met uue.-

2007-03-14T01:04:00.001-07:00

look at meThink back and talk to meDid I grow up according to plan?And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?But it hurts when you disapprove all alongAnd now I try hard to make itI just want to make you proudI'm never gonna be good enough for youI can't pretend thatI'm alrightAnd you can't change me'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts foreverI'm sorry I can't be perfectNow it's just too late and We can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfectI try not to thinkAbout the pain I feel insideDid you know you used to be my hero?All the days you spent with meNow seem so far awayAnd it feels like you don't care anymoreAnd now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for youI can't stand another fightAnd nothing's alright'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts foreverI'm sorry I can't be perfectNow it's just too late and We can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfectNothing's gonna change the things that you saidNothing's gonna make this right againPlease don't turn your backI can't believe it's hardJust to talk to youBut you don't understand'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts foreverI'm sorry I can't be perfectNow it's just too late and We can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfect=)

2007-03-14T00:52:00.000-07:00

-after uue stepped into myy life.-
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind,One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time.There's no use looking back or wondering,How it could be now or might have been.Oh, this I know, but still I can't find ways to let you go...
I never had a dream come trueTil the day I found you.Even though I pretend that I moved on,You'll always be my baby.I never found the words to say,You're the one I think about each day.And I know no matter where life takes me to,A part of me will always be with you.
Somewhere in my memory, I lost all sense of time.And tomorrow can never beCause yesterday is all that fills my mind.There's no use lookin' back or wonderin',How it could be now or might have been.Oh, this I know, but still I can't find ways to let you go...
I never had a dream come trueTil the day I found you.Even though I pretend that I moved on,You'll always be my baby.I never found the words to say,You're the one I think about each day.And I know no matter where life takes me to,A part of me will always be...
You'll always be the dream that fills my head,Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, oh baby!You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget!There's no use lookin' back or wonderin',Because love is a strange and funny thing.No matter how I try and try, I just can't say goodbye
I never had a dream come trueTil the day I found you.Even though I pretend that I moved on,You'll always be my baby.I never found the words to say,You're the one I think about each day.And I know no matter where life takes me to,A part of me will always be...A part of me will always be with youu.<3

2007-03-13T21:25:00.000-07:00

-miracles-
we cannot tell what may happen to us in the strange medly of life.But we can decide what happens in us-how we can take it,what we do with it-and that is what really counts in the end.how to take the raw stuff of life and makes it a thing of worth and beauty-that is the test of living.

2007-03-13T21:21:00.000-07:00

-overcoming obstacles-
Don't be a coward,fearful and weak
Be the last one to quit,and the first one to speak
Don't bide your face from the light of day
Be courageous in life and stay that way
No need to run from your trials,troubles and problems
Have confidence in your step as you reflect how to solve them
Yet,if you happen to fall,don't lie there and die
Get up without a thought,and hold your head up high
Be wish,courageous,hold and brave
And life will be worth living,from your birth to your GRAVE.

2007-03-13T21:18:00.000-07:00

-on friendship-
friends are there to heal the wounds
to pull you out of saddened tunes
to brighten up your cloudy skies
to clear up fictitious lies
friends are there with open arms
to comfort you and block the harms
to keep your secrets hidden away
to entertain you when you want to play
friends are there,smile or tear
friends are there,happiness or fear
friends are fun and friends are clever
and the ties that bind friends will last FOREVER.

2007-03-13T21:12:00.000-07:00

-on love-
some people say love is blind,but i think love is beautiful.everything and everyone can feel love-
birds,humans and animals-all living creatures.
love means caring and showing understanding.
love means being there when someone is in need.
love is being a friend.
you can love your pets,your doll,your favourite stuff,
your friends and family.
love can be just about anything you want it to be.
love is a choice.<33
<33reika,xiia0arL,1endeavour,wenhsuen,jaslyn,wenxi,cheuk yee=)cheers..
ii never had a dream come true,till i've found uue.

2007-03-13T18:36:00.000-07:00

-a friend-
won't allow you to self-destruct.
will take all the time that's needed,no matter what time of day,to listen to your problems and give you her best advice.
is someone who can open up and be herself around you.
will swallow her pride to take your advice.
will never write you off.
is someone who keeps promises,tells the truth,makes time for you and is someone to laugh with.
is a person who knows what you are saying,even if you're not talking.
understands what you're feeling,even if you don't understand your own feelings.
will always forgive you,usually before you give yourself.
will do something for you and not ask for a favour in return
comes and cheers for you at your games.
will always say that you look great-even if you dont.
will tell you if you have something in your teeth.
dosen't talk bad about you.
has a special place in your haert and is always there when you need them.
is someone who will hold in a laugh when you make a fool out of yourself.
stays after school when you get in trouble,to help you write 250 sentences-=)

2007-03-13T16:47:00.000-07:00

-to someone special =)-
thank you for teaching me wrong from right and encouraging me to keep my dreams in sight.for showing me not to let obstacles keep me down and for creating a smile from of my frown.for saying that you care about me,and for showing just how special love should be.for wiping my tears away when i'm feeling sad and for calming me down when i tend to get mad.for helping others with the good that you do and for teaching me that i should help others too.for hugging me when i'm feeling blue,and whispering in my ear"iloveyou"thank you for all that you do.i don't know where i would be...if it weren't for you.

2007-03-13T16:43:00.000-07:00

-reading stories-
a story is a magical,mysterious instrument.told-through words,not pictures-
a written story allows readers or listeners,in creative collaboration with the author,to be co-creators of the story and thus fully and uniquely to live the story's rhythms,lessons and meanings..

2007-03-13T16:37:00.000-07:00

-on attitude nn perspective-
attitudes are self-created.you are free to choose to be victimized by circumstance or people,or you can choose to look at life with an open mind and be victorious.no one else can choose your attitude for you.your perspective and chioce of attitude gives you the power to be in control.that is the essence of true freedom.

-how to find motivation to do homework =)-

2007-03-13T16:34:00.000-07:00

Plan ahead. If you have a study hall, do as much of it there as possible. The more you do when you are in class, the less you will have to do at home.
Get motivated. Promise yourself a reward for finishing the dreadful homework, such as an activity you enjoy or anything that you would find enjoyable and doable after you finish. Don't use food as a reward, however! Save a special magazine to read when homework is done or make plans to talk with a friend on the phone as soon as both of you have completed your assignments.
Think of the consequences. What will happen if you don't do your homework? You'll get a bad grade? You're teacher will be disappointed in you? If none of these things seem to apply to you, remember that homework is to help you learn, which everyone ultimately wants to do.
Find a place with less distraction. Set up your special study place. No friends, television, or other potential distractions. Your homework place should also have a hard surface, like a table, to write on. If you need to do most or all of your homework on a computer (as many high school students do) make sure to avoid chat programs, unrelated websites, etc.
Get the work done, savor your reward. Don't cut it short or change the plan. Take as much enjoyment from your reward as possible.

Tips
Use your spare time at school, and while riding the bus to begin your homework. Do the rest of your homework right after arriving at home. You are still in the school learning mode, and it will be easier to remember all you have learned. Then, you will have the rest of the day and evening free, without having to even think of school, until the next day.
If you really don't want to do your homework, then just get everything ready to do your homework: paper, pencil, textbook, and cup of tea. Then sit down and open the book to the page you need to read. Then read the first paragraph. Usually by then you will feel that you can write the first sentence. Break it down into little bites.
Studies show that during sleep, the brain tends to hold the memories you have right before you go to sleep. Therefore, if you have to memorize something, try to learn it just before you go to sleep. That does not mean you can cram 100 vocabulary words right before you go to sleep; memorize some during the day so that right before sleep you can review most or all of them.
If the homework is going to take a long time (2+ hours) take a 15 minute break every hour. Don't start your reward on the break or anything else, for that matter, that you might use as an excuse to not go back to your homework.
Do the easiest work first. You will feel great after you accomplish some thing and you'll have more time to concentrate on the more difficult things. Also, it will motivate you for your next assignment.
Do your homework on a table or desk, but never try to work on the couch or in your bed. You will get bored, and the bed is so soft, and you'll fall asleep...
Music may often help you concentrate, though try to avoid music with lyrics or very complex melodic progressions, as they may cause you to think more about the music than your homework. Certain classical music and some jazz are good for listening to while doing homework.
If there is something you don't understand, write down what the specific question, or mark the page in your book. Then you can ask your teacher for help. If you just go to your teacher and say, "I didn't understand the homework so I couldn't finish it," it will be difficult for her/him to help you if you can't be specific about what was actually hindering you.
It's easier to recall something if you remembered it under a similiar environment (known as state-dependent learning). That's why it is important to study at a table and with proper lighting instead of reading on your bed, for example.
If you are an extreme procrastinator, you might try some "structured procrastination". As the suggestion above says, do the easy homework before doing the hard homework, however not just to give yourself a sense of accomplishment, but also to avoid doing the big stuff. When it comes to the big stuff, find another larger task (like annoying chores) to put off in order to do the big homework. While in the long run this method is not productive (eventually you will have some really big things that you keep putting off for smaller ones), it can be more satisfying/effective for a hardened procrastinator.
Some people use 'study drugs' (such as dextroamphetamine) in order to stay awake, and stay focused. While this is an effective way to avoid sleep, be aware that using drugs in this manner may cause unwanted side effects (such as mild depression, anxiety, insomnia, etc.), and is likely illegal. Since psychotropic drugs work differently for different people, this may or may not be an effective way to study. If you have a good doctor, talk to him about your pharmacological options.

Warnings
Don't get distracted! It's easy, but try to stay focused.
Don't do homework with a friend. It's easy to get off subject and not do work in time.
Don't eat while you work! You'll go through a whole bag of chips, and then get up to get more.
Don't get frustrated. If you are having trouble getting through a certain assignment and it takes a long time, temporarily switch to another assignment.
If you can help it, don't go to bed. What will happen is that you'll say,"Oh I'll get up early the next morning to finish it." Then, you either don't get up early enough, or you do, and you're totally worn out for the rest of the day.
If you choose to listen to music, be aware that studies show you perform best on a test when the conditions (light, noise, etc.) are the closest to the conditions you studied with (known as state-dependent learning). So if you can't listen to music during a test, it may actually be better to study in quiet.

Things You'll Need
Calculator
Pen/Pencil
Notebook Paper
Books
Homework assignment =)
hope uu guys like it ><

siian.something tuupidd...

2007-03-13T16:24:00.001-07:00

1.have uu ever done anything stupid in your life?/yapp..once..
2.wadd is the favourite thing you like to do?/ehhs.this one..drawing..watchin the sunrise!=)
3.every kissed someone before?/eh.nahhs.mii mom ^^ muhahahahaahs.
4.ever played online games?etc?/ob cos larhhs.maple..gunz..counter strike..rakion..too many le ..
5.ever eaten anything disgusting?/hmm..nahh.ii hate exotic food anyway.dream on? =)
6.ever been later for skeewl?/yapp once when i was in primary school..although its kind of near..ii overslept.hows that? muahahhahahas.^^then shyt.then all darhh !@#$ come out cause on that dae test!
7.wad ii wish for?/watchin the sunrise nn sunset with someone..=)
8.hmm..no more liao ><

siian.something tuupidd...

2007-03-13T16:24:00.000-07:00

its just an0ther dae..><

2007-03-13T16:10:00.000-07:00

sians..haiis.=Xits an0ther good dae.muhahahahhaa ^^l0l one of darrh p0st in arL's blog so funny sia.l0l the blind man thing.read liao can laugh like siia0 de lehhs.LOL.in the end scold the dustbin!stupid sia..=Xhahahahahah!><

xiia0donut;xiia0arL =)

nehnehnipupu.x)

2007-03-13T01:36:00.000-07:00

bwhahahahahs.>< maplemaplemaple.me0wss =)dronarulez2 muack!xxbl4ckcatxx r0cks tuu.durian93 aiai aka xueting aiai!!<3cheers..*

bleahhs =)

2007-03-13T01:30:00.000-07:00

wahhs x) mii new blog sia.>< sians ="Xdiia0">

2007-03-12T07:12:00.000-07:00

welcum tuu mii blog!